Love letter to the memory of my Sinbad

The morning rays seep in through our window... the scent of you playfully teases my dreams. I open my eyes wishing I'd wake up to find you watching me, so that I can smile back wondering if you like what you see, your deep set dark eyes would strip me down to the bone and you give me a beautiful smile then whisper a "Good Morning" that would sound like music to my ears.

It's been a short while since we met, but it feels like I've known you for centuries...it all happened so fast and never have I imagined I'd love anyone this much...you have given me all I've ever dreamed of...every moment with you seemed like a lifetime of its own... how can I ever tell you what you mean to me...words seem so unfair and so inadequate.

Days pass by while I struggle to survive this ugly town... the memory of you helps me go on. Your face gives me hope in the morning, your voice offers me a lullaby at night. although you are so far, it feels you are just a breath away... you have reconnected my heart to the world I have wanted to leave... tickled my senses close to insanity and spoke words that only I seemed to understand.

I dream of you, every single night my Sinbad... I hear your heartbeat inside my pillow just to fall asleep; I read your letters 60 times an hour because these words were uttered by you.. i trace your face in your pictures and close my eyes to feel your features against my finger tips... how I'd give away eternity just to breathe the same air you breathe, how I'd silence my heart beat just to listen to yours....how I'd stop time just to prolong being in the same room... how I'd spend my life in silence just to not waste a moment of when you speak... how I'd stop my eyes from blinking because I'd miss you in between.... tell me what to do my sweet Sinbad... tell me how to stop needing you....How can I stop being this sad... You are so far, and will never come by again... you've gone to explore your world and left me behind... and yet every morning I wake up wishing the same...That I'd find you smiling as you watch me rise and whisper "good morning" into my hair.. I miss you... I Love you...and I will never loose hope, that one day my miracle may come true and I'd smile again as you come home to me...